So many things have changed in my life since I last
wrote to you.
I am so full of self confidence I feel I could
do anything put in front of me.
Today I hit the 100 pounds lost mark.
I can't even begin to describe how that makes me feel.
It has been the BEST 269 days of my life.
Due to all my success in this I have decided
that I wanted to go back to work.
Since I lost all this weight I feel better,
my Asthma is alot better, and quite frankly I have more energy.
I love being around people and I really missed
working. Yeah It was fine to not HAVE
to work but at the same time I enjoy more money
and not having to have my wonderful husband work
himself to death.
So I started looking for a job and filled out what seemed
like a million applications.
It really made me second guess that anyone would really
want to hire me since I was getting zero call backs
for interviews.
I never did anything school wise beyond high school except
for a little while at cosmetology school.
I really enjoyed that but my lungs didn't enjoy the chemicals.
Then my daughter was diagnosed with juvenile diabetes
and was pretty sick and ended up in the hospital for a few weeks.
There was no way I was choosing school over my very
sick 5 year old. She needed her mommy there.
I was pretty much forced to quit because I was only allowed to miss
a week of school and I missed more than that. But Oh well.
Since I wasn't getting any interviews I started thinking about what
options were out there for me.
I knew I didn't want to go flip hamburgers, or some other
low paying job. The goal was to make money not make less
than I am getting on Social Security.
(If you didn't know already, I have been on Social Security since
Nov 2003 due to how severe my Asthma is. It is bad
enough I only had to apply for Social Security one time and
I was approved in 3 weeks.)
I love the healthcare field. Being in the hospital so much
and watching the nurses I can pretty much
take care of myself in there. I learned alot watching.
I decided I was going to go to college and
earn a degree as a medical assistant.
Not knowing really where to start and exactly how
I was going to pay for this at 2 in the morning
I did a FAFSA. And the rest is history.
I start school Sept 24th. What is really exciting for me is
my daughter also wants to better herself and she is going to get
her degree in it as well. Growing up she always wanted to be
a respiratory therapist so she could take
care of her sick mama. This is a building block for her.
She already has her CNA.
And what is truly amazing is the people I have inspired along the
And what is truly amazing is the people I have inspired along the
way who do the same for me.
My Zumba instructor is also considering the course.
Still in shock at my 100 lb loss and the people I don't even
know that tell me how inspiring I am to them.
I think of myself as just an ordinary person.
I believe in positive thoughts and being around
positive people.
We all have some sort of stuggles.
If you don't then you are lieing to yourself.
I now have about 92 lbs to go and that is nothing.
I already have 100 under my belt
and have proved I can do anything.
Now I am so excited for the next phase to begin.
I got a job Monday. I didn't even really need an interview.
She did have me come in but when I got there
I was pretty much hired.
Audrie was with me because we had been at the college
doing financial aid stuff and went in with me.
I was nervous thinking what is this lady going to think
with me bringing someone with me to
an interview. She looked at my daughter and said
"Would you like a job? If you do you are hired too."
I think self confidence speaks volumes. You don't even need to utter
a word. Just in how you carry yourself.
So what if you are a bigger person. Don't let that bring you down.
Do good things for your body and you will see the consequences.
Just like when you do bad things for your body.
Live your life as if you have already hit that goal.
You are beautiful.
And most importantly
YOU ARE WORTH IT

