My Last Meal

So tonight was my last meal before the weigh in.

Yeah I can have anything I want to eat

anytime I want as long as it is in moderation,

but I need to concentrate on eating healthy

right now more than anything. There will be 

plenty of time for me to have a free day 

down the road.

We went to Sizzler. It was not the best. It was

crazy busy and they had 2 whole bussers

leaving many tables dirty while people

stood waiting for a table. We requested a booth

as the retarded little table they try to

sit you at is about the same size as my

wooden tv trays for eating dinner in front of the tv.

Even after I told them we wanted a booth they

try to sit us at the miniature table.

So we finally get a booth after waiting 20 minutes.

I think the management needed to get

their butts out there and bus some tables.

That's what they are there for right? To make

sure everything runs smoothly? Didn't see 1. 

I have to squeeze into the booth after pushing

my overflowing muffin body thru the small

space between the table and seat. There should

be standards restaurants should have to go by 

just like hospitals do for the larger person.

The bathroom you can't even get a wheel chair in 

there and have room to turn the chair around

to get out.

But anyways back to the food!!

I ordered a malibu chicken with a backed potato with

butter and the salad bar. I actually got a salad. I got 2 hard boiled eggs 

and of course only ate the yolks. I hate the whites.

I think I was very good. The malibu chicken came

and I had about 2 bites of the bakes potato and a little over half

of the chicken. I was already so full.

Being that I already threw my guts up all day

prior I was also rethinking my idea of even

eating food period. And my stomach is hurting already.

I don't know maybe I just have the crud. Thankfully

I have gotten my flu shot or it could be worse

I suppose. The next few days I will have liquids,broth

and bland stuff. Give the ole gut a rest.

I'm nervous about tomorrow. I don't know why. I started my new life

 journey on Dec 20th 2011. I have already been at it a month already.